say you will be with me
if only to kill me
don't even joke about that

christ, can't you stop talking about feelings?
because when your chips are down 
all you have left are feelings

so when you commit suicide
will you cry 
for the past escaped
or the future erased?

keep coming up with those words
hope you find a use for them
before you silence them 
and they fade like your eyes 
into the floorboards 
when i tell you
i'm never coming back

you got my best words
you got my worst words
forgot the first words
that's not what i heard